These have been the best 3 days of my life. I have seen family and friends I haven’t seen in months, I’ve slept in my own bed, and I’ve felt happy for once. Yeah I won’t be home for a couple more months but I know I’ll be back, I know I’m missed, and I know the people I saw this weekend are important people in my life. In a few short hours I’ll be flying back to Texas, and I won’t be sad. I’m lucky I had this weekend, I’ve always been lucky. But now I know this is my time to say goodbye to all the people that don’t care about me. It’s my time to go and I need to find courage to stay away. This is it, this is the last thing for you. I’m sorry for what happened but you don’t want me, you never did. Be good, don’t do anything I wouldn’t do.